Sunday, December 24, 2017

Dreaming

Stuck,
In a long going dream.
Sing,
All your sorrows away.
Joy,
Is all you're striving for.
Music,
Is the only medication.

Because this feels like I'm dreaming forever,
Where I stand,
How it feels,
It's just a dream.

Monday, December 11, 2017

My Flaws and I


I've seen you,
And I have you,
But I've never understood you.
Still, I try to embrace you.

Here you are,
Between happiness and me.
How can I love you?

I've been bullied,
And yes, I've thought of suicide .
Cried myself to sleep,
Insomnia,
headaches,
Just because I was different.
Different, because of you.
Still, I try to embrace you.

Am I really special?
Or just unfortunate..
Nevertheless, that's just my flaws and I,
Trying to make end.

In the end it's still going to be,
My flaws and I.





Sunday, November 12, 2017

Take A Hint


It's been said ,
yet you don't understand.
Can't you listen ?

Or maybe,
You can't take a hint,
A hint of any kind.

It's been done,
And it's been shown,
Can't  you see it ?

Or maybe ,
You can't face facts,
Facts that are reality.

You've promised yourself,
To never fall back,
But you still do.
Why can't you learn?

Or maybe,
You are too weak,
Too weak to handle rejection.

Can't You read between the lines?
Learn to take a hint,
A hint of any kind.
Face facts,
And be strong.




Friday, October 27, 2017

Might Go Insane

I keep on running from myself,
Looking for somewhere safe,
To lay all my thoughts.

I keep forgetting who I am,
Burying all I have , away,
Looking for comfort, in a war zone.

Call me crazy, Call me a psycho
Cause there are times ,
When I keep losing my mind,

I keep stressing out,
On things beyond my control.

And I keep losing my mind,
I might go insane,
For the things that don't matter.

I keep trying to tell myself,
That its good at the end,
At the end,
I might go insane.



Thursday, October 26, 2017

💞I'm Sorry

Maybe I came too strong,
And my ego had the best of me.
I should have stayed away.

You live a simple life,
And I'm sorry for the complications I brought.
I should have stayed away.

I'm sorry for trying too hard,
I should have read between the lines.
I should have stayed away.

It was all my mistake,
For believing in us.
I should have stayed away.

I kept talking,
Even when you prayed for silence.
I should have stayed away.

I'm sorry for walking on your peace of mind,
I should have minded my own business.
I'm sorry.

I'm sorry for trying too hard,
I should have read between the lines.
I should have stayed away.

I'm sorry

Sunday, October 22, 2017

Give me an Oscar

I've played according,
Listened to every word you say,
But I never replied.

Here I stand today,
My emotions beating me,
But I stand still.

I laugh the pain away,
smile away anyway.
But I never cry

So give me an Oscar ,
for the times I stayed,
when I could've left

Watch me, watch me
take the stage,
to give you this performance.

You toy me around,
and I Barbie that way, this way
But i'm still sane .

So give me an Oscar
for this great performance,
i'm just an actor

Watch me, watch me
take the stage
to give you this performance

 




Saturday, October 21, 2017

Your worth it

"... It's not who you are that holds you back , it's who you think you're not . it's important to know that you're special, even though no one else says it. Keep going ..."