My Flaws and I

I've seen you,

And I have you,

But I've never understood you.

Still, I try to embrace you.

Here you are,

Between happiness and me.

How can I love you?

I've been bullied,

And yes, I've thought of suicide .

Cried myself to sleep,

Insomnia,

headaches,

Just because I was different.

Different, because of you.

Still, I try to embrace you.

Am I really special?

Or just unfortunate..

Nevertheless, that's just my flaws and I,

Trying to make end.

In the end it's still going to be,

My flaws and I.