💞I'm Sorry

Maybe I came too strong,

And my ego had the best of me.

I should have stayed away.

You live a simple life,

And I'm sorry for the complications I brought.

I should have stayed away.

I'm sorry for trying too hard,

I should have read between the lines.

I should have stayed away.

It was all my mistake,

For believing in us.

I should have stayed away.

I kept talking,

Even when you prayed for silence.

I should have stayed away.

I'm sorry for walking on your peace of mind,

I should have minded my own business.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry for trying too hard,

I should have read between the lines.

I should have stayed away.

I'm sorry

Give me an Oscar

I've played according,

Listened to every word you say,

But I never replied.

Here I stand today,

My emotions beating me,

But I stand still.

I laugh the pain away,

smile away anyway.

But I never cry

So give me an Oscar ,

for the times I stayed,

when I could've left

Watch me, watch me

take the stage,

to give you this performance.

You toy me around,

and I Barbie that way, this way

But i'm still sane .

So give me an Oscar

for this great performance,

i'm just an actor

Watch me, watch me

take the stage

to give you this performance

 



Your worth it

"... It's not who you are that holds you back , it's who you think you're not . it's important to know that you're special, even though no one else says it. Keep going ..."

Save yourself, live a good life

Everyone carries an opinion,
And everything never please everyone.

You can't shorten your happiness by striving to keep people thinking positive about you.
Don't be afraid of life,
Dig in and let your efforts be fruitful.

Look around,
Everyone is going through something,
So why do you eat yourself up thinking the world is against you?
Take a leap of faith, and stay strong.

Against all odds,
No great man ever made it without oppositions.
So, keep doing what you do best because you can't please them all.

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Save yourself and live a good life,
If people talk behind your back, remember that it only means you are two steps ahead of them.

2012 Confessions

Untrustable

Another look at you,

and I remember how you betrayed me.

I  blink to verify,

and I see that same smile that fooled me.

Fooled me, to believe that you could be trusted.

How naive was I?

I should have known better.

Trapped inside these memories,

when I was busy thinking you were awesome,

which I pray to forget.

Keep Apologizing, 

But I don't think you can ever fix this.

The damage was done,.

You are untrustable,

Unreliable and heartless.

Did you ever consider my feelings,

And how it would affect me?

I spent a great deal of time,

Investing my trust in you.

I always knew you'd be by side,

and you'd wipe my tears when I cry.

Things were perfect the way they were,

At least, that's what i thought.

Thank you for going behind my back,

When i thought it was us against the world.

Thank you for back stabbing me.

Life will continue to go on.

 

I've forgiven you, but I'll never forget.

“Don’t worry about failures, worry about the chances you miss when you don’t even try.”

“Be not afraid of life. Believe that life is worth living, and your belief will help create the fact.”