Give me an Oscar

I've played according,

Listened to every word you say,

But I never replied.

Here I stand today,

My emotions beating me,

But I stand still.

I laugh the pain away,

smile away anyway.

But I never cry

So give me an Oscar ,

for the times I stayed,

when I could've left

Watch me, watch me

take the stage,

to give you this performance.

You toy me around,

and I Barbie that way, this way

But i'm still sane .

So give me an Oscar

for this great performance,

i'm just an actor

Watch me, watch me

take the stage

to give you this performance